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2005-08-10 - 9:23 p.m. MAN...today is another boring day...I don't know how much of this I can take. I really want to go somewhere!!! I feel like a prisioner in there own home! 0.0 Anyways...as usual, i woke up, ate cereal, and then watch tv....And to add to all that..this afternoon it start raining !! REALLY BAD! I mean the lake outside our backyard was flooding! REALLY! I went outside to get Oreo, and he seemed like he really wanted to go to the restroom...but it was raining and wind blowing that he didn't know what to do! I didn't EITHER!! so I went outside, without a umbrella, and told oreo to shee! but he wouldn't...so we both ran inside, both VERY WET..Then later my mom came..oreo sheed on the porch..so she got really mad...I MEAN REALLY MAD..she seemed to be punishing him alittle to much. And when I watched..it kinda gave me those bad memorys when I was alittle kid.. my mom would punish me so badly with the littlest things. My mom told me to forget about the time when she kept hitting me so bad that I got bruises everywhere...and because of one thing..I couldn't read the clock. In school that was the reason I got bad grades..so I asked my mom to help me..but everytime I got it wrong..she would hit me with a pencil or slap me.. I would basiclly cry myself to sleep. Then at the middle of the night she would wake me up and tell me that she was sorry...but it isn't something u can just forget you know... Anyways...I wish I could forget..but our minds just aren't made that way. I never thought I would write this down..but I feel like this isn't going to go anywhere.. ^^ *Good Night*
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